The past doesn’t matter. It never has. What matters is how present you are to receive the present. What matters is how you choose to be today.
Who do you choose to be today? Are you somebody who’s flaunting battle scars and losses, or are you somebody who’s enjoying the journey?
Who do you choose to love today? Are you somebody who loves the shadow of past love, or are you somebody who’s willing to dive into the current relationship head on?
Who do you choose to become tomorrow? Are you happy with a perception of yourself in your mind or are you actually going to come out of your mind and do something about it?
If you want a future that you deserve, you will have to put efforts into it, into yourself, into time. Into creating it.
Every relationship may not have been how you wanted it to be, but life rarely is how you want it to be. You have everything you need, let life make space for itself in you.
It’s not so difficult. I know you are worried. I understand you are anxious. I can feel your fright. But.
There’s only one way to know if this is the one. To go through with it.