Not my first love..

You were not my first kiss, But all the others faded with my first with you.   You were not my first date, But how you opened the door for me, Made all others feel less first like.   You were not the first person to hold my hand in a movie hall, But you…

Breaking yourself… Open

What I feel for you hides within my unguarded thoughts..  My guarded thoughts have become wiser with time..    The walls aren’t to keep you out,  They only serve to keep me together..    When you think I am closely observing you,  I am only looking at how I am moving into  yet another story.. …

Faith… a long way away from Home

Judge all you want, But that woman who doesn’t want to birth her own, Feeds the stray dogs around her apartment.   That man who maintains a spic and span apartment, Has been brought up in squalor all his life. So judge his minimalistic life. Judge all you want.   That woman with the hijab…

You are just right.

You put your head against mine, Suddenly I am grateful for how tall you are, Your forehead sits just right on mine.   Your fingers find me gently, They caress parts of me, I didn’t know existed.   You snuggle into my neck, And I am grateful for the way you fit into me.  …

That’s how I Feel..

When I take off my heels after a long day at work,  And my feet find even footing again.  That’s how you feel.  When I take that first bitter sip of strong strong black coffee,  And the world feels right again.  That’s how you feel.  When I take off my work clothes and snuggle into…

You are perfect ❤️

You are perfect ❤️ Because every-time you smile, it makes me smile. Because when you are mad, you get cuter. Because when the wind blows in your face and your hair is all over the place, it makes me believe in goodness and nature, Because every-time you hold my hand, I feel I will not…

How do you touch me without using your hands?

There is somebody out there who wants to be with me I can feel it in the way he looks at me The way he tries to hold my hand The way he ruffles my hair  Or how he kisses me on the forehead.   But I don’t remember any longer  What falling in love…

My idea of Love ❤️

I think of someone tall, with broad shoulders, a smile that lights up their eyes. Some salt and pepper hair, somebody who hugs with all their heart. I also think of how they pamper me when I am low, how comfortable they are with my silence. I feel how I might feel in their arms…

Hollow yet Heavy

People choose to leave. They disappear. They choose to end. People take away parts of you. They leave you feeling hollow. Things echo in you. With time the echoes die down. With time. But every time somebody leaves, Every time someone leaves with a part of you, Why do you feel heavy? Why is there…

Of heart breaks 💔

This time There was no sound.. It broke noiselessly. It wasn’t accompanied by the night time bouts of tears and hiccups, There were no blinding migraines the next morning, Nor the lump in the throat. This time it was noiseless. There were full echoes of the past in her head, There was some ache, There…